I Love Beer!

After my long day. I got to sit in front of my computer and have a few beers and (ok this is cheese) chill out.

I have been playing NeoPets and I got my Secret Lab Map and Petpet one as well.

DS#1 had Cub Scouts so it was pretty quiet.

I am hungry right now and bought too many carmel candy bars from the PS fundraiser. I am eating them

Carmel... I love carmel.

If I had a perfect dream (right now-having a couple beers) it would me be floating in a pool of warm carmel floating on a chocolate raft drinking beer.

Tomorrow this will sound very silly.

The longest Hour of my life....

...was at 10:15am today.

I had an eye Dr. appointment.

No problem.

Quick easy and you get to shop for new glasses!

No problem.

I had to bring the 19mo with me.

No problem. (Brought LOTS of suckers.)

We get there and go into the exam room.

PROBLEM.

19mo gets flash backs of "shot day" at the ped's office and starts to BAWL and DROOL and collapse in a puddle.

PROBLEM.

The Drooling-Bawling puddle will not stay on the floor or a chair. He must puddle on my lap and writhe around wailing and slobbering his gooey sucker slobber all over me.

PROBLEM.

This made the appointment go a LITTLE longer than it should have.

HE CRIED FOR AN HOUR SOLID!!!!

He did not stop crying until I strapped him back into the car to go home.

Good news-He cried so much he passed out and is not sleeping in bed!

I am thinking this might be the reason our health care gets more expensive every year.

I have blocked memories..

Went to dinner with my siblings this weekend. We never do that. The last time we even got together was when my old man kicked the bucket (last year) at the funeral/wake.

You know how childhood topics come up during conversation? Usually the cruddy stuff about dad comes with the stupid things he did. Lots came up this time.

The troubling part was I remembered hardly any of what my brothers were telling me.

I know abusive childhoods are not that swell to have, but gee.... There were so many things they recounted to me about things that happened to me. I just sat and listened.. not remembering any of it. I even said (enough times to make them take notice) "no way!" and "when did THAT happen?", "when was that?".

It is kinda creepy.

The Lesson I Learned this Month

Lesson of the month for me:

You can never discount someone elses (sometimes emotional) judgement about something. Even when it is wrong (or stupid). (this applies to relatives!)

Now that I have learned that lesson, I have to figure how to make it not P**S me off and pretend that I still want to associate with said ninnys. :<

Cute bananas

EVERYONE IS SICK!!

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGUUUUUHHH!!